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Post by Red on Jun 20, 2012 17:18:07 GMT -5
Look, I hopped onto the joint graphics account to specifically create this board and say this:
That I'll be leaving BtS soon. Not that it probably makes a difference to some of you, since I barely RP at all, bluh.
Look. Some of you may not have known this, but I'm not even into the Warriors fandom anymore. I haven't been. Not since last August anyway, ten months ago. I might pick up the books and read the last of the series, but it's overgrown itself. I've heard more complaints about the last book in the latest series than compliments, and everything I see in the fandom is the same. I follow a "worst character designs ever!" blog for Warrior cats, for crying out loud!
(I also purposely spoiled myself about the last battle because I don't have the money to buy a 16 dollar hardcover book.)
I laugh at the fandom half the time.
But that doesn't mean that I haven't grown to like a lot of you, because I have, dudes. I really have. It's just a shame that I'm such a dork with social anxiety issues that I'll never really be able to hold you all in riveting conversations because OOPS I can't hold conversations to save my life.
But I've also got some intangible issues in my life that are having a physical and mental impact on me. I'm getting sick, my depression is coming back in short bursts, I'm actually starting up a packing phase within the next two weeks because I have a flight out of Phoenix on July 3rd. Legal issues between parents is some serious business. All my excitement about the Homestuck RP I was talking about the last two weeks has died down a bit. I'm taking a break from all these shenanigans to focus on myself.
I had to miss a performance by a WORLD CLASS drum & bugle corps today because I'm so sick. I had to miss my last chance to see my only friends from the last school year and say goodbye to both them and my phenomenal band director. And I regret that because I'm letting this all get to me.
There are more reasons that I don't wish to share (in case I manage to offend anybody, omg) but just know that I'll be leaving before I take off to Buffalo. I might stay with you guys long enough to pull off the plot and kill off both my characters, but internet's real crappy where I'm moving and always has been.
If anybody wants to contact me and stay in touch, I have a tumblr, which should have anonymous asks turned on in case you don't have a tumblr account. I have an MSN name (ragerstar@live.com) which is also the same address for my email. Just let me know who you are and if I pull a stupid move and forget who you are, feel free to jump start my memory by linking me back here or something, LOL.
On that last note, I'll be around for a bit while being sick, lazy, and lethargic beyond belief. Don't expect too much out of me except for maybe gathering posts and Red's LET'S BURN THE MOOR post jkdsgd
-- SLICK
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